I can´t see it.

My family stopped seeing anyhing special in my for quite a few years now and have moved on to treat me like I am the maid, or oligofrenic or even invisible.
Im 17, feel 27 and they think Im 7.
How am I supposed to feel balanced like that?! Are you frigging kidding me?!!!
I AM A HOUSEWIFE A MOM A DAUGHTER A SISTER A COOK A WEIRDO A FREAK A STUDENT, WHAT THE FUCK?!!!
CAN ANYONE FIND ME A SPOT IN THE WORLD?!
And all I have is a laptop to speak to my Katie.

Thank you so much for being my support and love me in spite of ALL my flaws. You are a TRUE best friend. You are a part of me. Ill NEVER forget you. EVER. Like I know you won´t forget me.













If my family asks, Im over them and I intned to be happy and spread as much love as I can. Unlike them.



Dusty went to crawl under her sheets, she´ll be back... Sometime.

Appareances are TRICKY.

I just found put some stuff I didn´t like.
And the worst part is that I didn´t talk to the friend I trust, love and KNOW is going to be straight foward with me.
Im so sorry hun, and I LOVE YOU so much.-
I cant even write without crying.

Summer Holidays

I have not much to say.
I sleep in, watch tons of movies, rearrange my room and diet.
I am still discovering bands and preparing my trip.
I miss Paw very very much.

I talked to Chin today<3